Archive for February, 2009
Updating my Ubuntu? Is Never a Fair Answer?
Posted by jdodson in Uncategorized on February 20, 2009
I have been using Hardy on my home desktop since it was released. Its not a perfect release, not by a stretch, but its not bad and I have sunk quite a bit of time into getting it configured on my desktop. I just realized I won’t be upgrading it for…. Well… I don’t think never is a fair answer. But its a close one.
I may have to reinstall when I do a WinXP dual boot thing for games. Whever that happens.
Something releated to the above… I have noticed Firefox in Linux is MUCH slower than in MacOSX. I actually started noticing after reading this Slashdot article on Firefox being faster in Wine that native. I don’t think this is all in my head because Firefox brings the CPU to 100% on page loads. I am a web developer and I use the Firefox extension Firebug, but that is off for anything other than ‘localhost’ so I don’t think thats it. I have to admit I only started noticing after using the MacOSX version, which seems speedier and then coming home to use the Linux version.
That said, if Ubuntu fixes the Firefox slowness issue, id prob upgrade for that. I know, upgrading your OS fora browser fix seems off to me to, but that seems much simpler than backporting it.
Why? A Question from “The Entitlement Generation.”
Posted by jdodson in Uncategorized on February 15, 2009
The Setup
Last week someone mentioned something at work that I thought was interesting. Someone said something to the effect of “and thats the problem with young people, they are the entitlement generation and think they deserve everything right away.” The comment wasn’t directed at me, but my generation and I thought about it.
First off, the statement is somewhat true or as true as blanket statements about millions of people can be. Suffice it to say I think there is a ring of truth to it and know plenty of people my age with that mentality. The more I thought about it the more I realized what I would consider the central root of the problem doesn’t centrally rest on my generation.
The Charge
My generation has been called many things, Generation X, Generation Y, Tech gen, etc. I don’t really identity with any of those names because my parents generation can’t seem to figure out what we are(which is fine, I don’t think we can either). Suffice it to say its not a big deal, but it strikes me as odd and people don’t have a problem calling my parents “baby boomers” or my parents parents “the greatest generation.” So for the rest of my post I will refer to my generation as “the entitlement generation” because I think that title rests in some truth, but also encompasses more than my generation. It encompasses the entire United States of America.
Generations learn from its parents. Nothing says entitlement like a baby boomer that thinks they are owed the American dream and thusly takes our a mortgage they can’t afford and later forecloses and blames it on someone else. Does “the greatest generation” deserve to take more out of a welfare system than they paid in? The entitlement generation is a generation that believes they are owed something simply because they are. I would say this makes that every generation.
The biggest lie this country needs to get around is the idea that every American can own a home, two cars and a widescreen television. Our entire economy is unraveling because people want to own homes they can’t afford and loan companies were up to the task of loaning money to them. Since our entire economy is wrapped up in the housing market and foreclosure means mortgage backed securities are tanking, the market is suffering so much many jobs are being lost. Jobs being lost means the massive amount of credit “baby boomers” and “the great generation” have amassed are being called out. Bankruptcy is on the rise. Foreclosure is also on the rise. Yet my generation gets pegged as “the entitlement generation?” To that I calmly say bullshit.
The whole notion of purchasing something you can’t afford reeks of entitlement. And I can tell you my generation didn’t learn how to max credit cards and increase spending and get poor home loans from ourselves. We learned it from they that came before us. And we learned it well.
The Unraveling
Lest this post be misconstrued as a angry rant from a angst ridden twenty eightish something, lets unravel some of what I have said. I don’t really find it useful lumping entire people grounds into categories unfairly. Not all of my generation or my parents or their parents are money spending loons. In fact, my wife and I have a tight reign on our budget so well I know few people that rival it(from the budgets I am somewhat familiar with). I know lots of other people in generations that have it under control as well. Yet here we are, our economy is in ruin because of entitlement and American dream.
I also don’t want to get my generation off the hook by blaming our parents. Adults take responsibility for their actions. That said, it doesn’t hurt to understand where certain tenancies root from, but that doesn’t shift the blame off our shoulders it just allows us to understand how we became to be.
The Question
A question has been in my mind for quite some time is one I can not shake. The question basically goes like this: “How can people only realize there is a problem with anything when the issue is burning them alive?” Why couldn’t people realize they can’t afford a home loan that eats up 70% of their paycheck only when they are in foreclosure? Why do people only admit we are in the great depression 2 when they are out of a job and hurting?
I have been thinking about evolution as well, you know that whole idea that change happens over time. Since its Darwin’s 200th or something birthday or what not. I have been thinking about survival of the fittest and how animals pass down skills to offspring, often times simply by a generic imprint. Some is learned, but much is not and I find that amazing.
I think it is entirely possible that as humans evolved our ability to pass on knowledge ended on a generic level and let us increase that knowledge in terms of what we can learn. Certainly we can cram more into our minds than a dog or monkey and our high status on the evolutionary totem is proof of this. That said, it now rests in us to evolve which means we must take the initiative to learn. I have no question that we are not capable of learning amazing things, my question is on if we will.
Can society learn from its mistakes and pass that knowledge on to its children? Can people realize there is a problem before they are burning alive in the proverbial fire? And it saddens me to say I simply don’t know.
Jon “entitlement generation give me everything now, bitch!” Out.
The Conglomerate
Posted by jdodson in Uncategorized on February 12, 2009
Decided to blog something while I am waiting for some server updates to occur as well as a desktop backup. Anyone have issues getting a MySQL 5.0 server upgrade to take on Hardy? Well I guess you can’t comment on it so… Well, ok well do nothing then if you did. Anyways.
I usually backup once a week on my home desktop but ive been busy and slacked and its been at least two weeks since my last backup. I feel that worth mentioning and want to suggest you have some sort of backup system on your home computer. You might not think its not that big of a deal but if you put your life on your computer, like lets say, I dunno, all your pictures for the last 5 years, backups are good. I also recommend a “hard backup” of that must-have stuff. For instance I burn a DVD of each year of pictures. Like clockwork when January rolls around, I burn a DVD of the entire year in pictures. I figure that and my external hard drive mirror is a pretty good strategy.
I also turn off my external hard drive when I am not backing up stuff, so its off 99.99999% of the time. I figure the wear of it being on is pretty bad on data integrity so I simply keep it off most of the time. If I need more storage id get a bigger hard drive. Speaking of, I might actually do that soonish.
I have been sniping around Amazon and tech stores for a good deal on a reliable terrabyte drive. I have a 250G or some such in my desktop now and told myself I wouldn’t upgrade till 1TB drives were around $99. That time is now upon us and I am looking at my options. I am considering the drive upgrade for a few fold reasons. Some more dastardly than others for sure….
* I want more space to store files. Its not a HUGE deal, but I do at times have to delete files I would like to keep. No real reason, just historical I guess.
* I want to dual boot Windows XP.
SOUND THE TRUMPERTS !!!! SAIL THE MAST!!! KILL THE CHILDREN AND LET THE DRAGONS LOOSE!
Simply stated, I want to dual boot into Windows XP because Linux sucks and it never works for me. Like now, I can’t actually type this, its just happening some how. Linux has never worked, somehow the free gets the the way of the working part.
OK strike that last paragraph, save the first part. I do want to dual boot into Windows XP and its for games. I can play many games in Linux and I think I will continue to but the other day I bough 2 Lord of the Rings strategy games for $10 and I can’t play them in Linux using wine. And forget native support from a EA title. So dual boot it is.
Unsure when I am actually going to get all this done, maybe soon, I don’t know. For now the game is in its box and thats fine as I don’t have time to play it anyway.
The Many Horns of Poseidon
Posted by jdodson in Uncategorized on February 10, 2009
Francesca and I are reading a book on Elemental Water Spirits. The first story was a story of a Mermaid and a little girl. I started thinking up my own elemental water spirit story/fairy tale. Here she goes:
The Many Horns of Poseidon
A story by Jon Dodson
One day a man realized he wanted to obtain one of the many horns of the sea god Posedion. The man went to Poseidons domain and inquired of the God:
“Oh mighty Poseidon I come to beseech thee for one of thy many sounding horns!”
Poseidon god of the sea pondered this and then responded to the man.
“I will grant thee thy request if ye can answer my riddles three!”
The man clapped his hands together hapilly for the man was considered a wise man in his village and bested many men in the testing of wits.
“I accept thy challenge oh Poseidon god of the sea!” exclaimed the man.
“My first riddle is thus: How can a man walk with no legs?”
The man pondered this question. The man scratched his head and much time passed before the man responded.
“Men can not walk without legs oh great Poseidon!”
Poseidon smiled broadly and nodded his head as he fell his great trident over the mans legs cleaving them both from his body. The man fell to the ground gasping for breath. Poseidon continued to ask the man his questions.
“Answer me this man, how can a man talk to his neighbor with no tounge?”
The man retched in pain.
“A man can not talk without his tounge oh Poseidon God of anger!”
Poseidon cut the mans tounge from his mouth and again nodded his head in affirmation. Poseidon had one last question for the man who was rithing in agony.
“Oh human mortal, how can a man take one of my many horns without arms?”
The man screamed his last response to Poseidon god of the sea.
“AAAyyyee manntffff cannoooott taaakkeke wiffffouutt arrrmms!”
Since Poseidon was a god he could understand the mans broken speech as he could read his mind and Poseidon understood the man said a man can not take without hands. Poseidon fell his trident one final time and the man passed out due to the pain of losing his arms. The man then bled to death. Aphrodite made her way to the hall of Poseidon.
“Poseidon God of the sea, you did not riddle the human those were just rhetorical questions.”
Poseidon God of the sea looked at Aphrodite and responded with a shrug.
“Yeah well, p0wnT anyway.”
CalConnect
Tomorrow our CEO Dan and I are traveling to CalConnect. CalConnect is a conference centered around Calendaring standards and quite a bit companies participate.
I will be blogging when I can and Twittering as I feel it needed or funed(I know that word doesn’t exist).
But mostly he just raged.
Posted by jdodson in Uncategorized on February 3, 2009
Francesca and I were playing Magic the other day I was playing with a goblin deck(she was elves). I played Raging Goblin and noitced the card text. It read:
“He raged at the world, at his family, at his life. But mostly he just raged.”
For whatever reason that really seemed to strike me as interesting. I don’t mean this in a sarcastic way either, I really thought about what kind of person that Goblin was(Francesca killed him off as she was defending herself).
I have known angry people. I don’t know as I have known anyone who was that angry though. Then again it seems Christian Bale is a pretty angry guy. If he does that kind of thing often, I would put him in the “Raging Goblin” category.
I believe I pondered that text more than I would otherwise because lately, I have been pretty stressed. I have always been busy at work but recently we hired two new people and I have been helping them out and trying to do all my other stuff as well. My job duties include: going to talk to clients, training new people, administering our unix servers, helping shape our 1.0 project goals.. oh right and I am also a developer that has much to do in little time and this week I am going to a conference(more on that later). I love my job, I love doing what I do but its stressful. I don’t know as I have ever been so stressed at a job before. That stress has been turning into more anger than id like ill readily admit.
I am pretty far from the Raging Goblin or the human equivalent seen in Christian Bale but I am noticing that I have been a bit more snarky than id like.
All that to say, handling stress is an interesting thing. I bet its hard for a Goblin, everyone automatically thinking you are evil and all. Its in your nature to eat sheep, yet farmers don’t really like that too much. He most likely saw his best friend killed at the hands of a angry mob of farmers. I bet that makes it hard to live a happy life. I bet Christian Bale is under a ton of stress staring in so many popular movies and takes it out on anyone that comes along. I understand that. I get it. Id rather not be them though.
That said, it seems that my job keeps amping stuff up. What I mean by that is the direction we were going a few months ago we have honed and fine tuned into something more focused. This is very good but as we increase our scope my duties don’t decrease(and I still get paid the same go figure
). I always told myself I would never sacrifice a person to do a job, but sometimes thats a hard prospect. I don’t mean that I can’t recommend we part ways with someone OR I won’t disagree with somebody. I think for me it means that I won’t trample on people OR rage so I can accomplish tasks. This seems against what is a popular method, which is to say, it seems popular to me that people trample on others to accomplish things. However, success doesn’t need to come at the cost of someone elses success. Things don’t have to be so binary.
At least, I don’t want them to be lest I become someone who “..mostly just raged.”